ah fuck it all
My ears are plugged. Again. Oh the joy of hearing yourself breathe and the distance of external sounds.
Woke up at three am, and slept/woke on and off till four. Hrumph. Bloody stupid experiment. Went to sleep and woke up with a killer headache. Hrumph². Bloody stupid experiment². I look like a junky though, which is quite funny. Marks on both my arms (drew blood today and yesterday) and a red splotch on my bicep (or what passes for it, anyway) from the vaccine.
Pity I'm not thin or pale enough to pass for a real junk, it might give me something interesting to blog about.
Watched a bit of a documentary yesterday on the origins of space (I think it was a BBC series originally). Yes, I'll admit I was waiting for Special Victims Unit to come on on the other channel. But it made me think how strange it was that people could believe in a god, when looking at the vastness of the universe. The scientist guy said that for every grain of sand on the whole planet, there's 100.000 stars in the universe. The numbers are too great to think about. What would be the point in all that if we are the *chosen* people? And since the sun (an ordinary star) will eventually implode, ending all life on earth and in this solarsystem, how is it possible that a "higher being" has that mapped out for us as our future? Nah.
Am I becoming an official atheist?
Piglet, Official Atheist In Training.
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My ears are plugged. Again. Oh the joy of hearing yourself breathe and the distance of external sounds.
Woke up at three am, and slept/woke on and off till four. Hrumph. Bloody stupid experiment. Went to sleep and woke up with a killer headache. Hrumph². Bloody stupid experiment². I look like a junky though, which is quite funny. Marks on both my arms (drew blood today and yesterday) and a red splotch on my bicep (or what passes for it, anyway) from the vaccine.
Pity I'm not thin or pale enough to pass for a real junk, it might give me something interesting to blog about.
Watched a bit of a documentary yesterday on the origins of space (I think it was a BBC series originally). Yes, I'll admit I was waiting for Special Victims Unit to come on on the other channel. But it made me think how strange it was that people could believe in a god, when looking at the vastness of the universe. The scientist guy said that for every grain of sand on the whole planet, there's 100.000 stars in the universe. The numbers are too great to think about. What would be the point in all that if we are the *chosen* people? And since the sun (an ordinary star) will eventually implode, ending all life on earth and in this solarsystem, how is it possible that a "higher being" has that mapped out for us as our future? Nah.
Am I becoming an official atheist?
Piglet, Official Atheist In Training.
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